welll...

i think i'm in my mood swing again yah!
I have one every 2-3 weeks or so it's really random -_-

I think it has something to do with also from being back from my wonderful winter break to this ghetto LOL. I like LA just not this part, tired of people getting robbed at 7 PM and carrying around a mace >_<;; tired of stolen bicycles, cars broken into, people pulling the fire alarm 3 in the morning because of their drunkeness etc etc.

I'm tired of 'friends' that I don't really trust or rely on anymore. I miss my closer friends back home who I could trust with alot of things or at least complain about random things and they would have my back u know? I'm not that social and like being alone but I know I should be more social. tsk. I dont want a relationship because I'm lazy and I dont want to really do anything anymore lol. What's wrong with me?
I think I just want a close friend here since I terribly miss the ones back home.

Alot of people call me their best friend although alot of times I never would have considered them my best friend and I'm just like o_O? when did this happen? lol. I must admit I never really let myself out to anyone and keep alot of things a secret because I dont want to explain myself, sigh.

I want to move to a tropical island and stay there for like a year, I think that would be nice.


PS I actually fulfilled an art request, lets see if I'll get to the scanning process.